I lit up like this when beheld just so

 

This 'comic' comes from Dharma Comics Facebook page. She does such delightful work.

No one sees me these days, no one I am aware of.  I sometimes wish I had never felt the experience of feeling lit up everytime a certain someone looked at me, to have had that glimpse of heaven only to have it denied to me.  I try to focus on the fact that I had the experience but . . . I want more of feeling seen.  I don't think anyone sees me.