clinging in hope hurt me

clinging in hope hurt me
I had to let go
I couldn't let go
I stewed
I stewed
I suffered
I gave up
lost weight without trying
cause eating was too much effort
I got very sick
for months

And then I did something
that I didn't believe I could do

I let go
As soon as I did
I felt like me again
praise goddess

I didn't do anything that is beyond forgiveness
because nothing is.