I wish life had a pause button

I guess people who can afford vacations take pauses in life through vacations. I can't afford to go anywhere. I used to camp at least a few times every year. I even bought a tent last year. Without a car, it is hard to go camping and renting a car is an economic stretch.

I wish I could just stop thinking and feeling for awhile.  I wish I could take a vacation from being me.