I open myself fully

I open myself fully to give and receive love.

I open myself fully to give and receive love.

I open myself fully to give and receive love.

I open myself fully to give and receive love.

I open myself fully to give and receive love.

I have received much love today.  I've been thinking about a line from Dr. Seuss' Grinch Stole Christmas, how, near the end, it says 'the grinch's heart grew two sizes that day'.  I was not a grinch about Christmas, have never begrudged it of others.  I have begrudged myself Christmas.

A few days ago, someone I have believed was a friend who loved me a lot told me that he did not want to continue to consider me a friend. He actually said that he was downgrading me to acquaintance.

That really happened. I am not making it up. 

I deserve to give and receive love.  I am love.  I am wonderful.