I am free

In 2006, I entered into a connection with someone, not a friend. Almost immediately I wrote to him that I felt as if I were being drawn into a Luciferic vortex. I even had the audacity to briefly describe my beliefs about Luciferic energy. Lucifer and Ahriman are two dark, 'fallen' angels that together comprise what most people think of as the Devil. Lucifer entices people into wrong choices with light-appearing things. Ahriman entices and enchants with darkness.

An example of Ahrimanic darkness:  war, physical violence on any level, hurting others physically and emotionally. For some people, there is a draw to dark behavior. It's a slippery slope.

Lucifer entices with light. The play Damn Yankees is a perfect capture of Luciferic energy. Lucifer wins the soul of a young ball player by promising the young guy will get to play in a World Series. Get it? The World Series is ensorcelling the young fool with something that appears good.

My higher, wise self knew the relationship I have referred to was Luciferic. Instead of fleeing, I was not only enchanted with this charming, Luciferically delightful man, I was enchanted by my cleverness, by my use of the phrase 'Luciferic vortex'.

Even though a part of me knew what I was feeling was Luciferic, I happily danced into that Luciferic energy.  Like a lemming lead to the sea or the children of Hamelin following the Pied Piper into oblivion.

I was ensorcelled.  I did it to myself. I knew I was in dangerus energy but I let myself slide towards it anyway.

Like most foolish choices, I have paid for my error in judgment.

I am free of the delusive, Luciferic charm of this person.  Praise Goddess.  It's been a hard slog.

I am free.   I am free. I am free.